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Name: Mahealani Birthday: 4/30/1987
Interests: I love to dance, sing, and play piano. Being an alaka'i is part of my life!!!! =) Bowling (especially when I beat Andrew, which isn't very often). I like talking on the phone and chatting online. Watching TV and reading, listening to music. I like to play cards with friends. I love taking pictures and scrapbook memories into something that I'll always remember. I love to jam with friends and family with my ukulele. Poker also seems to be one of the very many things that my boyfriend and I enjoy doing together. I also REALLY love to hang out with my darling boyfriend. I love you Andrew! =D Occupation: Student Industry: Legal
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Member Since:
4/15/2003
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| No more countdown days
So . . . I know things will turn out for the better. Whether or not me and Andrew get back together.
I'm over the whole, sad, mad, confused stage now. It's more of a "whatever" stage. Whatever happens happens, but for right now, I'm moving on with my life.
Besides . . . I'm a survivor. I don't need a guy to tell me what I want in life. I know exactly what I want and I have plans for myself to be something and to go places.
I'm over it . . . what was I so upset over anyway?
Be proud of me Lord. I've overcome my own confusion. | | |
| Day two
It's day number two of us not being together, and I guess in a sense it's getting easier and easier for me to breathe and to focus on school without having to feel that much heartache.
I wanted to start today on a happier note. So I wanted to thank everyone that's supported me through this rough time, and to people who let me know that they care.
Mom I know you probably won't read this, but I know that we've had a rough couple of years pass us by, but thanks for supporting me with everything I do. It does mean a lot to me.
Ate My savior! MY AWESOME POSSUM! I know that everything's NEVER great in our lives and I also know that you'll always be there. But thanks for coming over to comfort me when I needed it. It really means a lot to me and it helped. A lot. We'll always be sisters . . . FOREVER.
Kitty Thanks for the loving message darling. I know that it was from the heart. And I just ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOU! We've been sisters for eight years now, and I know you're right when you say that life will go on . . . with or without him. But thanks for supporting me and caring enough to listen to my lame excuse of a break up. We'll be hula sisters for LIFE! =)
Jason You're the first one I called when I was scared, and I'm sorry if I might've freaked you out. But you being there, just being someone that I can talk to is great. Although we've barely met, you've been there for me the past two nights and I really appreciate that. Oh! And thanks for calling me back . . . I don't like when people do that either.
Jr Gosh, I've known you for so long and it's been an aboslute pleasure. Thanks for understand and for the advice, nobody else knew the absolute right things to say, but you did that. And I know you know exactly how I feel. I feel comforted knowing that you understand. And I know that you're in the middle and I'm sorry . . . but I guess that that's just the consequence for being such a great friend to the both of us. I don't know what i'd do if I didn't have you to talk to.
Jay I know that I've just met you too, but thanks for the message . . . I'm really sorry too. But I hope you know, I'll be calling you soon. ;D
Sherrie Girl! It's been so long!!!!!!! Why aren't you back yet? Well I just wanted to say thanks to you too, it's hard . . . and I know you've probably been there before. And thanks, it really does mean a lot to me.
Madelle, Abie You guys've been there for me through thick and thin, it's been a nice senior year with you guys . . . and thanks for helping me through it all. I owe you two.
And for everyone else who's been so nice to me these past two days, you guys deserve a shout out too. So here I go. Dylan, Jen, Adriano, Alex (thanks for thinking of me when we were watching the show today . . . I'm actually okay with watching it for now), Rae Anne, And everyone else! Sorry I can't think right now . . . I'm having brain farts. I love you all.
So for right now . . . I probably won't write about how I feel . . . because it's still hard for me to pin point them and to describe them. I guess confusion is still overcoming me. I think I just need time to think about it. I don't really think I'm ready to actually talk about is like serious talk about it. But we'll see. Thanks to everyone who's been by my side. I'm in debt to you all. | | |
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